Friday, March 31, 2006

Emotional Rollercoaster

This week has been one hell of an emotional rollercoaster for me! I'm going through a really rough time now. This is probably the biggest mess I've gotten myself into. All 28 years of my life there wasn't any major problems that came my way. Come to think of it, all the problems I've had before are so petty that it shouldn't be tagged as a problem to begin with. It makes me puke out of disgust. But this one is no joke...I can't believe that I've gotten myself into this mess.

I wished I could turn back time and redo everything. But I know I can't do that. I really have to face reality that I made a mistake and that's why I'm in this mess. I didn't mean to hurt other people...but sadly, they're hurt and there's nothing I can do to make them feel better. I know somehow someday I'll regret this...regret hurting them so bad. I just hope that I'd be able to make up my mind on what I really want for myself soon...I hope and pray that it's not too late.

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