About this time last year, my life was a bit of a mess. I was running in circles, not knowing exactly where I'm headed to. I've met new friends and lost some too. I was looking for answers at the wrong place and time. Searching for something that was missing in my life.
I realized now that a big part of me died that time. I just stopped caring for things that really matter. I felt really numb and cold inside. I lost track of time and reason. Nothing was making me happy. I forced myself to believe that I was okay but I know deep down inside I was just a mess.
It is at this time when things are working out that I come to realize how strong I am to have survived everything I went through last year. Only at this time when things are working out can I truly appreciate everything that I lost and gained to get to where I am now. Only now when things are working out did I come to realize how lucky I am to be living my life the way I want it to be. Only when things are working out can I fully accept the lessons to be learned and what I can still learn. When things are working out I see clearly where I want to be.
Friday, December 08, 2006
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